.Wednesday, April 20, 2011 ' 9:00 PM
Hidden Behind A Facade
Partying with the old friend Denesh and The sister in Velvet! =)
*this was a few weeks back! =)*
Yesterday, after all the arguments that we had, you told me that you were suppose to have ur day off.. You were suppose to spend it with me and we were suppose to go for a nice dinner and movie or something.. But what happened?
The whole day i spent waiting for you to be done with your work at papparich!! Ok, sitting at papparich was freaky as i kept remembering the moments that someone actually got arrested for working there! haha..
The night before you so called had to handle the event, so i stayed to accompany you as my parents were not home.. But then again, i sat there with my computer as company and entertainment.. U have a partner for godsake! ur partner can go MIA but u can't? why?
Fine, we spent half the day at Heritage Row for you to settle the problems that you had and the things that you had to do for that company you are working for.. Then finally we head off to pavillion for dinner, when we got there, the first thing your phone starts ringing again.. and its all abt business again.. and there i was enjoying dinner while u talked on the phone half the time during dinner..
Then we were suppose to watch movie, but knowing that ur stupid partner cannot make the effort to turn up to work as he said he would so that you can take ur time off, i gave in and allowed u to go for ur meeting with some stupid dude.. and we ended up at the same place again for you to do ur work..
You often told me that when we argued, u had to put on a smiley face and work and it is hard for u.. But i did it yesterday.. I was superbly upset and angry about how things went but yet, i put on a smile on my face and talked to your friend and the rest of the people around.. So how hard can it be? if i can do it don't you think it would have been easy for you to do it too?
You've let me down so many times since you've started working at this stupid place.. How many more times would you wanna let me down before you stop and start doing the right things when it comes to us? You do all the right thing for your job, but when it comes to us all the wrong things. how long would you want me to take it?
I can smile and laugh and joke about everything in front of everyone.. But can you see the me behind this happy girl facade that i have put on for everyone to see?
Our relationship is like a ticking time bomb which will explode at anytime..
Anyways, signing off for now..
Actually more like gonna continue watching criminal minds!! ahaha
xoxo
.Tuesday, April 19, 2011 ' 1:38 AM
HAPPY & SAD MEMORIES WHICH I WILL TREASURE!!
Been a while since i've been back ere! =)
Finally having the time to update update after like almost 6 Months!!
Many things has happened!! I have been going to zouk again.. Went on a trip to Penang.. Met some new friends, Finally meet some ppl face to face.. =) All in all there were some ups and downs...
Went down to Penang after i finished my exams.. It was an awesome 2 weeks there.. I didn't even wanna come back! It was so so much fun!! Met some new people!! Helped with my sister for doing some posters for her freshers week..
This was the blood donation drive poster that i made for her...
Some football competition between the seniors and juniors
St. Patrick's day celebration poster!! *After party was in QE 2 which of course was not written in the flyer!! * hahahahahaha
This picture is of me and my sister's PMC gang in QE 2 celebrating St. Patricks Day!!
The girlss!! =) My sister's girlieees...
I don't know who this people are, but i remember the indian guy can really drink!! =) I guess its in their blood!! hahahaha
Partying with the Sister & Her Penang Gang in Mois, Penang!!
The sister's Penang gang!! I love all of them they are so much fun to hang out with!!
A lil sisterly love of drinking!! =)
The sister's in action, forcing the photographer to finish all 2 glassed of our drink!!!
Kawaii Sisters!! =)
Need I say more?! *The Gang!*
I have no idea why my sis looks like this all i know is she wants me in the photo!! hahahahahaha
The sis was puking in the car and saying shut up shut up cuz everyone was picking on her!! =) hahahaha
Zouk 7th Anniversary With Ms Grace Low
The Lim and Low sisters in the car waiting for someone.... Need i mention who that someone is?!
Another person met at the anniversary after talking to her and sms-ing her for so long finally got the chance to meet her!! =)
A new friend, Jin Wong and Old friend Edwin and the Low sister! =)
It was an all in all awesome girls night out!! =)
These were all the happy happy moments that i had for the past few months when i have been missing from my blog.. In addition to that i PASS my exams with flying colours... i'm so God damn proud of myself!!! so is my mum and dad and sister!!! =)
Ever since those happy moments there are also some sad one..
I am currently feeling really heartbroken..
When u ask me if i wanna end it i don't know.. I guess it changed cuz u broke ur promise to me and started working in clubs again.. Not only that, you worked with the one person that i dislike and distrust the most.. I can accept him as a friend but not as a partner to you, the person whom i love and wanna protect the most..
I know that i love you still love you with a my heart, what hurts the most is when u say you love me i no longer know if its true or not.. Thats what hurts the most.. I hate this stupid place, it has drawn a wedge between the both of us.. and i no longer know if we can work this out.. You get paid, but u let someone else spend but not me, the one whom u say u wanna take care for the rest of your life.. How do you think i feel? When i have the money i let you spend it cuz u don't have any.. But when u do, am i like the last person on earth to know? And you say i condemn you? Of course i do!! Course i am the one person that is suppose to understand you but now i don't anymore. I feel like ur a stranger and i want the guy that i use to know!!!
U say u don't like me to be so close to guys in clubs, but ur line of job means you have to be super close to girls in the club.. Ok if its not super close, at least when they flirt with you u have to respond and you can't push them away.. I have made it clear from the start that i do not wanna share any part of you with any single girl out there.. Regardless of if they are taken or not.. This is how i want my relationship to be.. and with you working in this line of job, i have no idea if that is possible...
You give 99% of ur time, excluding the time you have to sleep with me plus lunch which prolly last half an hour to 45 mins.. Cuz then you have to rush off to work.. But hello, you first told me ur job is to deal with the DJ's and not with others stuff, now u end up having to be at the club like every single night till God knows what time cuz the club doesnt know how to shut down!!!!!!!
Our anniversary.. What did we do, hmmmm lemme seee... Sleep till 4 pm, then woke up and you told me you have to work tonite!!! hmmmmmm pissed off? I think its normal for me to be pissed off.. If you think not, then maybe not for you but for me yes.. If its so unimportant to you then just tell me, then i won't spend so much of my time thinking about it.. So from now on, i vow that everyday is a normal day to us.. No ANNIVERSARIES, NO VALENTINES, NO SPECIAL OCCASIONS period. I hope you are happy about it.. Just because i come out to see u tonite, does not mean that everything is ok.. so far, i am doing a good job to keep it cool and be friendly with your friends. But from now, i am going with what my heart say is right.. and if i don't want it then it means i dont want it..
You've taught me how to grow up.. You taught me how to love someone with all my heart.. You taught me to care for people.. You taught me how to take care of people.. But now maybe its time where i stop taking lessons from you and we go our own way.. What say you?
Anyways thats all for now people..
Will update next when i get the time.. and i promise it would not be so long!!!
Signing Off!!
xoxo
.Thursday, September 23, 2010 ' 11:52 PM
I'm Back!!
Hello Hello... I know i've neglected my blog for almost 5 MONTHS!!
But i am now BACK!! =)
So much has happened in the past few months..Well, i'm guessing first thing im gonna do is update update!!
Me and bi is doing jus fine.. =)
This is one of the photos that i took with Bi while on holiday in Penang! =)
@ Sunset Bistro
This was the first time me and bi actually went for holiday on our own.. It was quite budgeted though.. We stayed at my sister's place cuz she wasn't home and was doing her training in Taiping.. =) We went to kek lok si, took some pics there.. But the pics are still on bi's computer.. when i get a hold of it i will post it up!! =) However, we didn't manage to go to Penang Hill cuz it was closed for renovation at that time..
Anyways, moving on...
My results, i did quite ok in the last sem, but i still failed like 1 subject.. that is so sad rite?! i dun think its fair!! why don't the lecturers jus let me be and help me pass!! i mean come on.. i hate this course!! i just wanna finish it so that Mum and Dad would be happy with me and then allow me to pursue a post grad degree in mass comm!! But i spoke to Dr. Foo.. After talking to him, he told me that if i manage to pass all 4 subjects that i am taking this sem which are advanced tax, FCR 2, SFM and Investment Management, then he would allow me to CONDONE BIZ Strategy!!! SO THEN I WOULD BE ABLE TO GRADUATE by the end of this year!! WOOOOHhhOOOOO that calls for a celebration!!!!! hahahaha.. =D
Besides that, Bi's brother Joel is now is UK.. He left last wednesday to pursue his post graduate studies in logistics! All the best to him and his girl friend Gin Tong! =) I hope that both of them would do well in their studies..
Apart from that, there is alot more that has been going on.. But that one is not for me to tell as it is not my story! hahaha..
Oh and yesterday had a good catch up session with my Bestie!! Wei San!! When we finally had the time to sit down and chat, we realize that we haven't been hanging out for a freaking long long long long long time!!! It was nice to finally be able to talk to her again.. We managed to talk about all that has happened since we last had a chat together!!
Anyways, i am now watching one tvb drama!! hahaha very exciting so i guess im going to go back to watching it! =)
My next update will be on my trip to shanghai with my parents and sister!! =)
Lots of love Bloggers!!
xoxo
♥
.Friday, April 2, 2010 ' 5:48 AM
Life’s a Bitch!
Lifes a bitch don’t u agree?!
I am having my resit exams in a couple of hours time and I am blogging! I can say that I only have understanding and like 5% of knowledge of one of the topics that is coming out!
Lecturer is being a bitch! Won’t tell me what topics to study for the case study! So there goes my chances of scoring high marks for the case study! I decided to depend on the 3 out of 4 questions that I have to answer and even that I am not sure if I can do it! Sighzz!! FML!!
Lately, I’ve been hearing a lot of people having relationship problems. Esp from people that are close to me.. I am afraid that one day my relationship with bi would go down that road too!
Atm, me and bi are in our blissful little bubble.. I met his parents and they seem to not mind me being ard him and in their hse.. They even told me that if I wanted to stay over I am welcome too! =.= wtf is that all about! Hahaha.. I’ve been over for dinner a couple of times now with bi and his parents..
Today, was a scary day.. Bi wanted to meet my dad to discuss some business deal.. I was so afraid that dad would get angry or mum wouldn’t accept it.. Cuz first, mum was being all bitchy saying like don’t want and all that rubbish.. but when I called dad, he was like yea sure why not.. So bi and me ended up having dinner with my parents!! =) It turned out just fine!
Now I’m going back to cramming for my exams tomorrow! Good night bloggers!
xoxo
♥
.Thursday, March 25, 2010 ' 1:42 PM
Customer Service!
Seriously, Malaysia has the worst customer service ever on the planet.. This is probably because most of the employees in the customer service line prolly do not have a proper degree teaching them how to serve their customers. When in the customer service line, the customer is always right. The customer is never wrong!! Learn that… You idiotic bunch of ppl!!
Went to college in the morning had another meeting with Dr. Foo which went well, managed to get my confirmation on the 3 subjects that I am enrolled in and also managed to confirm the resit paper that I am taking.. I am happy.. Then I head downstairs to the Finance Department to pay off the resit paper and also to get a print out of how much I should pay for my fees…
I asked if college owes me money I wanna use that money to pay the re-sit paper, why am I not able to do it. They OWE me the money isn’t it up to me as to how I wanna use the money?! Then comes this stupid Chinese Finance Lady BY the name of FOO M** L***! WTF is her problem.. She is not involved in serving me.. so F OFF!! Dun stick your head in where u don’t know wat the hell is going on. She dare to shout at me saying that ohh all ur subjects this semester is repeat ma so you gotta pay.. Im like open your small Chinese eyes and see that one subject is repeat and not all.. Then she throws it at me with the whole You are suppose to pay your fees on the 22nd of March.. That’s when the semester starts.. WTF is your problem woman.. First of all its not my blardy fault that the uni takes superbly long to issue the enrolment notification so that students can find out how much they have to pay.. Second of all, its not my blardy fault that only after the results are out we are able to decide what subjects we should add or drop. It’s a stupid policy to say that students have to pay on the first day of college.. I think you should check your system. And one more thing, stop blaming the stupid School Of Business and Law cuz I think the school is perfectly fine.. Its your attitude that needs changing.. You do not shout at a student just because you are working.. We, who are the students are your customers.. We are the ones paying the fees so that there is money to pay your stupid blardy salary.. If you are not the boss don’t claim that you are the boss.. You make me laugh when your other colleagues have to apologize for you when you claim you are the boss.. STUPID IDIOT!
After that incident I went to Public Bank to open my bank account.. Sighzz.. Another idiot.. But at least not so bad, I asked him if the Man U card is a credit card he said yes. Then when I ask if it has a debit card, he says no.. Then when I saw the form he says yes but it takes 2 – 3 weeks to process… SIghzz… Nevermind.. I will just take what is given…..
Next went to the waterfalls with bi, Tj and Ramesh in Ulu Yam again to collect some air pusing or something like that.. Ramesh drove there.. and Tj was entertaining the car with his funny stories.. Next we went to climb to take the air pusing.. I found it easier to climb compared to the first time I went there.. hehehe.. I am such a pro now.. Anyways, as we were walking out, bi saw a leech on Rameshs leg!! EEEEKKKKKKKKK I moved as far away as possible from it! THANK GOD I didn’t have one on me.. There goes my I think it’s safe to swim ere in this waterfalls. I am not gonna go swim there anymore!! Ahahaa..
Then we went to Low yat.. Yet another long story with some stupid staff at the counter.. I swear you need to train your staff if you think ur staff is inefficient!! Pls do something about it.. Don’t just say oh, sorry I know that he has an attitude problem.. sighzzz….
Anyways, night I went to Envie with Grace.. It was a last min thing cuz class was canceled.. Chilled there til 2.30 am then chowed.. Sent Grace back to Subang and then came back to pick bi and then headed home!
Anyways, gonna go off now to start a new day!!
xoxo
♥
