Challenging State of Mind!
4 days and counting for me to cover as much as I can possibly can for all subjects before I have to concentrate particularly on a single subject.. Is it possible for me to pass my exams? Is it even possible for me to finish studying before the exam?
Been a bit out of touch lately with the world as I am currently locked up in my own little world studying for my exams! I am scared that I would never recover from this semester’s exams!
Went to Neway a few days ago with Grace and Daniel, becuz it was a small celebration for Grace and a de-stressing moment for me! I studied til I was about to burst before I finally decided to give it a rest and do something fun for a change!
Anyways, had FCR test today! Woke up late, and was super duper stressed out cuz I have to travel a good half an hour before I reached college.. and it was like 10 mins before the test starts! I quickly jumped in the shower and manage to reach college in record time! Sorry to the drivers which had to endure my crazy driving skills just to reach college in time for the test! Think I did fairly well in the test even though I didn’t have enough time to crap for the theory section I think I did much much better compared to the first one.. I at least had a clue of what the question is asking and what it wants.
After the test, I was suppose to have another class.. but decided to just go home to have lunch with the grandparents (Granddad got admitted to hospital a few days back, without me knowing, cuz one of his blood vessel’s burst!) as I haven’t had the time to see them due to my recent Gungho Study MODE! Anyways, dad decided to bring them eat my favourite chicken rice as I asked him too.. As we were leaving the shop, My Grand Dad slipped and actually fell! I was so scared as he was bleeding non-stop. Til now I have no recollection of what actually happened, cuz it happened so quickly, but my grand Ma said that she saw me rushing to hold carry him back up! But I felt so guilty as I usually holds his hand when he is walking but then I have no idea what made me decide not to do it this time.
Came back from lunch, helped my Grand Ma, clean the blood on my Grand Dad then I went to have a little afternoon nap, which turned into a super duper long nap! I couldn’t wake up.. I did not hear my alarm going off or my parents calling me! T.T all the precious time gone! When I woke up, went out for dinner with the Family and had Teochew Porridge(another favourite meal of mine) hehe.. Came back to continue studying but the motivation wasn’t there..
Only managed to study like the bare minimal today! Going to make it up tomorrow! Mission is to wake up by 9am.. at least finish a set of Ethics notes, and then start on Corporate Finance, then prolly try to do another set of Ethics notes and then start on Leadership once I get the tips from my classmate.. (Wonder if I would get it tomorrow!) hahaha..
Anyways, gonna finish up this set of notes now and then re-cap the 2 sets I studied today then head off to bed in order to be able to accomplish tomorrow’s mission! GOOD LUCK TO ME AND TO THOSE HAVING FINALS this coming week!
ESP to my Baby : Jeanie Kuan! Lots of ♥
Anyways, off I go to continue my STUDY MODE!
xoxo
