.Wednesday, April 20, 2011 ' 9:00 PM
Hidden Behind A Facade
Partying with the old friend Denesh and The sister in Velvet! =)
*this was a few weeks back! =)*
Yesterday, after all the arguments that we had, you told me that you were suppose to have ur day off.. You were suppose to spend it with me and we were suppose to go for a nice dinner and movie or something.. But what happened?
The whole day i spent waiting for you to be done with your work at papparich!! Ok, sitting at papparich was freaky as i kept remembering the moments that someone actually got arrested for working there! haha..
The night before you so called had to handle the event, so i stayed to accompany you as my parents were not home.. But then again, i sat there with my computer as company and entertainment.. U have a partner for godsake! ur partner can go MIA but u can't? why?
Fine, we spent half the day at Heritage Row for you to settle the problems that you had and the things that you had to do for that company you are working for.. Then finally we head off to pavillion for dinner, when we got there, the first thing your phone starts ringing again.. and its all abt business again.. and there i was enjoying dinner while u talked on the phone half the time during dinner..
Then we were suppose to watch movie, but knowing that ur stupid partner cannot make the effort to turn up to work as he said he would so that you can take ur time off, i gave in and allowed u to go for ur meeting with some stupid dude.. and we ended up at the same place again for you to do ur work..
You often told me that when we argued, u had to put on a smiley face and work and it is hard for u.. But i did it yesterday.. I was superbly upset and angry about how things went but yet, i put on a smile on my face and talked to your friend and the rest of the people around.. So how hard can it be? if i can do it don't you think it would have been easy for you to do it too?
You've let me down so many times since you've started working at this stupid place.. How many more times would you wanna let me down before you stop and start doing the right things when it comes to us? You do all the right thing for your job, but when it comes to us all the wrong things. how long would you want me to take it?
I can smile and laugh and joke about everything in front of everyone.. But can you see the me behind this happy girl facade that i have put on for everyone to see?
Our relationship is like a ticking time bomb which will explode at anytime..
Anyways, signing off for now..
Actually more like gonna continue watching criminal minds!! ahaha
xoxo
